I'm grateful for lilacs. I'm grateful for this job opportunity. I'm grateful for rainy soft days and looking out my window. Yesterday was a difficult day. I have a job opportunity, which is great, but a little stressful. All iof Maddie's activities are culminating on the same day in June. All my babysitters turned me down for Saturday night. I had two glasses of wine before bed to lose my knot of tension. Today already seems better.