Ups and downs i'm grateful for the new loft and a great deal from Craigs List! i'm grateful for a wonderful dinner at a beautiful place last night. i'm grateful for Alan's enthusiasm and fun ideas for this party. I'm sad that M is having such a tough time connecting, just like me. I'm sad when she is lonely. I'm sad that I don't know how to fix this. It sucks for me to feel like I don't fit in, I'm sure it's worse for her.