I am grateful for Maddie's fun weekend with Maisy. I am grateful for a fun night with Lydia last night. I'm so grateful for the civilized day with our good friends. I am frustrated in dealing with my in-laws. What a bunch of crazy nutters. I feel bad because there is no way i can figure out how to enjoy Christmas with them, unless i borrow a xanax from a friend. I trt not to take on their craziness, but its noteasy