I'm grateful for my little girl, I love her more than anything. I'm grateful that she's so outgoing and poised, I was so proud of her yesterday when Phil told me how she greeted him. I'm grateful that's she's so cute and makes me smile a lot of the time. Being a mom is the hardest thing ever. Worrying about someone else and not being able to fix things for her is just heartbreaking. She needs to fix things herself and I need to let her. But it's so hard to sit back and watch. It's so hard. I am really looking forward to the day where I feel light and happy and am free of all of this worry.