I am grateful for the VT house. I am grateful for a nice glass of red wine, though I am also grateful that I don't drink as much anymore. I am grateful to come home to a house that was nice and clean, and that everything went smoothly this past weekend! I am having a hard time with anxiety lately. I am worried about Madeline. I am unhappy with the dynamic at home. Alan seems stressed and unhappy. He melts down over little things (wrappers in the car) and then I feel like I am walking on eggshells.